Blog Entry: April 8th, 2026

Okay, I've been putting this off for a while so I'm going to just devote 15 minutes to get this all out there.

March, was overwhelmingly, a very good month for me. Like I don't know if I have depression or a really weird form of bipolar, but everything was just mostly good? Like I was doing great in school, have a great internship and I had time to like go to the park and just enjoy myself. For all you college students out there, let me remind you that taking more credits is not worth it. I am sadly only finding this out at the end of my undergrad degree.

There was one really weird and awkward dark spot during this all. It was so embarrassing, that except for some people online and two people IRL, I didn't tell anyone. To sum it up in one sentence: don't accept a date from anyone that you're not actually attracted to, even if it had been a horrible day that you recieved bad news on. Nothing bad happened, the embarrasment killed me and I spent an entire weekend stressing out over something I cancelled.

I had a good spring break. I went to my city's comic con with a college friend and afterwards we walked to a nearby open air thrift market. I was little disappointed in the comic con because there wasn't as much stuff for comics as there was for anime, if not for the comic book sellers. I was hoping to get some DC stickers if not a print. I did get some nice things though and I did enjoy my time!

I went on a lot of trail runs that week and that weekend I went drove my friend down to Monterey as a birthday gift. She hadn't seen the ocean in close to 12 years and we only live like 2-3 hours from the ocean max! We had a lot of fun wandering along the beaches and afterwards, we went to Carmel for food and to look at some of the art galleries there. I would highly recommend going before 5 pm because that's when they close. We didn't really know. I ended up really tiring her out I think, she's more introverted than I am. I think this trip made me appreciate the beach more :) I had never gone tidepooling before this.

The day after I went on a hike with another friend (one of the problematic ones I've previously mentioned in a blog post) and then afterwards I accidentally invited her to a cousin volleyball hangout where she wouldn't really leave... I don't hate her or anything but she can be a little (or a lot) much sometimes. I did get to see my cousin's newborn though! He was very cute and I got to hold him :)

Easter itself was stressful because of midterms :P But it was fine I guess. I think I'm coming off my March high though because I'm starting to get stressed again.

Grad school applications are opening up soon and I need to get letters of rec, prep for the GRE, prep for another licenscing exam and just in general get my shit together for graduation. I still haven't bought my robes or anything! ... I should probably ask one of my cousin's first though...

I think I've been backsliding a bit, even though March has been so good. My room is an absolute mess, I've not been doing daily upkeep tasks, haven't filed my taxes, I haven't really cleaned anything else in a while, haven't been exercisng as much. It's not good, but it's not at the critical point yet. I'm hoping to get a hold of myself soon, even though I'm currently prepping for a big exam. I've been having that really strong itch to write fanfiction but it's so hard to start my current brainworm. Idk, I do hope I keep being happy but I think in order to be happy right now, I need to be proactive and face my fears. Such is life though, right?

Wow... I yapped for so long. Anyways, please go ahead and shoot me a message on my guestbook or chat with me more personally through my email at annnonymous07@gmail.com ! Here's March's Bingo recap and my April Bingo. Toodles!