Blog Entry: June 11th, 2026

And the world spins on, doesn't it? The big day ended, the chapter closed and a new one opened. It's all very mundane in the end.

I am sitting here, writing this in a Barnes and Nobles and considering going to a showing of The Mandalorian and Grogu in 20 minutes.... Well I better saye verything I want to say in 10 minutes then, no?

Actually, note to self that I need to see if I need to order my diploma from school. I definitely know I need to order my official transcripts though... And also do my grad pics at the capitol park... Ugh forever a million things to do. I did make a list of "things that will instantly relieve my anxiety" and I did like half of it in a day... sometimes its identifying the steps thats the hardest

Anyways, I ordered a ton of white dresses, none of them looked good, I ended up going in a butter yellow dress. It was cute, imagine it for yourself lol. At my graduation itself, I lost my tassel, had a whole littl fiasco with parking, left the ceremony early to take photos, realized that I lost my valet ticket, went back inside, found it and somehow came right on time for the tassel flip. Those at my grduation went to a nice brunch place after and I got waffles :) The day after was my party and I invited my extended family (I would get too embarrassed if my friends saw the characters in my family lol). I got a lot of peonies, which were absolutely gorgeous. I did proceed to immediately get sick with the flu after the party which was delightful.

So, I have officially graduated from school. Somehow, I have ended up back in school for 2 summer classes. Trust me, I grieved when the DPT advisor told me I pretty much have to re-take gen chem 2 this summer. Because I have already taken that class and passed with a C, I'm stuck in a really weird spot where I had to petition to retake the class. They rarely allow for re-takes so I submitted a 7 page petition, pretty much arguing that I had an incredibly low chance getting into DPT program without retaking it. Which is true... so yeah, that is sooo fun. I won't hear back until next Monday at the latest. The professor oddly reminds me of my high school calculus teacher, Mr. Yuri. Also because I found out so last minute that I had to enroll in the class, I pretty much had to quit my job the week I found the class. At least, they knew I was planning on leaving and were looking for someone to replace me? Oh yeah and I'm commuting to a different town for the class...

I think that's the great question of my life: how do I stay consistent? I'm great at being reactive, at pivoting and finding a solution, but the day to day grind is waht gets me. How do I consistently eat better? Sleep better? Stick to my habits? Consistently study? I keep making all these plans and habits to try to get it done but it keeps falling through. It makes me feel like there's something fundamentally wrong with me. Inside my home, it's so easy to just laze about but why am I capable of being productive when I'm outside of it? I guess this is my big mission of the summer: stay consistently hard-working and fun-loving :)

June's It'll Be Alright Because I'll Make It So Bingo

go out every single saturday cook something new have 20k on aubade re-write
find a new makeup look visit a farmers market reorganize my closet
finish my gre prep book go to a state park reorganize my desk

I feel like some of the struggle with completing my bingo card is that some of it requires so much thought and choosing so instead of like finding individual recipes or make up tutorials to try, I'll make some lists now!

5 Recipes to Try Make-up/Hair Tutorials to try

Go back to blog home?



Art pictured above is The Bells of Saint Mark's by Sir Edward John Poynter, downloaded from Unsplash from The Birmingham Museum Trust.